Sometimes I feel like I'm going against myself. Against my wants and my desires, against my happiness, all because I want to spare someone else a little hurt or I want to please everyone around me.
Well, what about me? I hate seeming so selfish but I can't be so worried all the time about other people and their feelings. Especially when it seems like they just use me like a camel to carry their loads for them.
Watching these words go down is upsetting to me. I feel like a selfish, self-interested person. This has never been the way that I view life, but I keep getting kicked down by people and I keep getting trampled on.
I need to be stronger.
But I am not superman.
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